Poetry Girl

You know... More often than not people always ask 'where is love?' or that infamous song by B.E.P 'where is the love' But isn't it more important to know what love is before you go and search for it... Pfffttt! Came across many interesting phrases lately, "we were in a relationship, but we weren't a couple/we were a couple but we weren't in a relationship" this phrase kinda set me thinking... Sounds very familiar rite?? And the next, "Every relationship has an expiry date" I'm not sure if I would agree totally with this... Cos some things do last right? NO? Oh if you just said NO, then I think you're gonna have suicidal thoughts very soon... wahahaha! Okay I think shall not blog too much on this cos I'll have people asking me "Eh u got gf uh?" And my title wud already make ppl go "is he in some kinda relationship".. So ya, shall clear things up... Some of my entries are not affiliated with my current life... They dun necessarily need to have any connections or whatsoever with my life... And to make things even clearer for the Entry Title, it's actually a song la.. Nice on the ears...


Sing to me...

She was a poetry girl I adored
Late at night I'd hear songs from her window
Myrrh and frankincense seeped through her door
And they lingered on

As her fingers caressed her guitar
Felt like the strings of my heart she was strumming
With her words we made love from afar
As she sang her song

[Chorus:]

They were songs of change, joy and pain
All the love she made
Like she took the words from
Every dream I've known, every love outgrown
Singing on and on, like she took the words from my heart

And to the poetry girl down the hall
Late at night I would answer her calling
Like the lyrics from one of her songs
She made love to me

Now our bodies and souls intertwined
On the wings of passion we were soaring
Then by the flickering candle at night
She would sing to me

[Chorus]

Love is often unkind when we fall
For now my poetess sings to another
But when I think of those nights down the hall
From somewhere deep inside

I sing songs of change, joy and pain
All the love I've made, I take the words from
Every dream I've known, every love outgrown
Singing on and on, and I take the words from my heart

[Chorus]

Labels: Poetry Girl

Work has been good or not? Increasing volume of calls, both emergency and non-emergency.. I got a bad RTA case with PM Hidayah.. How bad you may ask? I thought the Ah Pek was already DEAD but he's still breathing.. Ah Pek uh.. You're a tough cookie! But he suffered from haemothorax, poor thing.. Had 10 calls that day as A221 off-run the whole day.. pfftt.. Next day attended a call with PM Zarinah, case of avulsion @ the scrotum, Ouch! The question-of-the-day came from the 22yrs old patient, 'can I still have sex?'

Had a lousy night duty... Cos was working with a retarded partner... Kept making stupid mistakes, blur cock, kan cheong freak... While on duty I can stand any kind of ppl except the blur cocks and kan cheong freaks... Was a bad night cos he irritated me alot... And I was just too tired to scold him... Until... at 4am there was a call.. After reporting (I refuse to let him report whenever he's working with me simply because I had medics from other stn asking me, "hey y he report like so retarded"), I handed him the call sheet to pass to PM Syed, he with his eyes closed took the call sheet and actually dropped it.. I got so pissed, I raised my voice at him.. "Can wake up anot!?"

Another thing that irritates me is whenever he handle the stretcher... I used to refuse letting him handle the stretcher but I thought again "Fuck, we got the same pay and he's doing lesser work!" and so i cant be bothered and jus let him handle stretcher.. At 6am there was a call, he handled stretcher and while pushing along the corridor of patient's unit... The stretcher actually went into the small drain at the side.. I was like *Fuck.. u blind or wat!* but I didnt scold him since my PM just laughed it off.. I turned arnd and told my driver "u see.. how can I not be pissed off? Simple thing as handle stretcher also got problem.. 9mths alrdy still do work like fuck!" My driver Fadly just laughed..

And did I say he has no sense of urgency? You ppl shud see how fast he walk while attending to call.. He was basically draggin his damn feet... He better not do that infront of me again or I really will scream at him! I already complained him to my OIC Julie Kang... If they're gonna push that idiot to me I will not hesitate telling the PM on duty that I'd rather work alone... Pls dun put him with me.. He hinders my work... I complained to Thedy also, and my dear Thedy got angry also.. He said if he work with that fuck... He'll fuck him upside dwn! Wahahaha..

K enuff of ranting.. M on day duty tmr... Yes will be seeing tt bloody fuck.. But I'll take the new medic.. And get him to work alone! Cos PM Zarinah doesnt allow the new medic to follow him!! Wahahahahaha....! I'm so evil... But.. Who cares!

I came here to blog but out of sudden I dunno what to blog abt... Basically, I'm just tired... I dunno why I have to think abt others all the time when they never once thought abt me... Ppl think I'm selfish, ungrateful, sarcastic and whatever other negative things... Am I really that bad? I'm really sick and tired of thinking abt others okay... If you wanna think negatively of me, go on... I dun give a shit anymore... I just dun care okay... To those who always take advantage of me, dun think I'll always dance to your tune... Cos once I really turn bad, dun even think of using me... You dun wanna know what I will do... That's all I have to say!



To those who are always nice to me... Enjoy this song...

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Hey peeps... Been awhile uh... Hmmm quick updates la... Was down with high fever on my night duty, was sent to CGH by my sect comm as instructed by Captain Elena... PM Syed insisted tt I go see a doctor... Temp was 39.7! To think tt I was stubborn enough to tell him that I din wanna go see the doc... Got a 2 days mc! 4days later developed rashes... and had really bad headache, tot it was Dengue... Went to CGH again.. Did a blood test and it wasnt dengue... Phew! And my OIC WO2 Julie Kang actually msged me to ask if I'm ok... So nice of her!! Stupid Chua Yi Heng, never even bother to ask if I'm feeling better! Anyways, I'm missing someone... So here goes...

Officially Missing You

[Verse One]
All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why'd you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I'm officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today
I'm officially missing you

[Chorus]
Oh can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially

[Verse Two]
All I do is lay around
Two ears full tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all
I don't know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say baby safe to say
That I'm officially missing you

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way
To let go of you
[Chorus]

It official
You know that I'm missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I'm officially missing you

Dahulu kau mencintaiku
Dahulu kau menginginkanku
Meskipun tak pernah ada jawabku
Tak berniat kau tinggalkan aku

Sekarang kau pergi menjauh
Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
Disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu
Dan kumohon maafkan aku

Aku menyesal tlah membuatmu menangis
Dan biarkan memilih yang lain
Tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu
Pasti itu terbaik untukmu

Janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali
Aku bukanlah untukmu
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Untuk diriku

Sekarang kau pergi menjauh
Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
Disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu
Dan kumohon maafkan aku

Aku menyesal tlah membuatmu menangis
Dan biarkan memilih yang lain
Tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu
Pasti itu terbaik untukmu

Janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali
Aku bukanlah untukmu
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Untuk diriku

Labels: Lyrics, Song

I havent been updating... Lazy... Supposed to continue frm where I left but... ya... I'm lazy... So gonna cut it short, proceeded to Stn 22 Area, grounded at scene, make alpha, A211 came and the PM was Norwati! I actually got a chance to work with SSG Norwati! If that's not cool I dunno what is... A211 medic was Aw K.S. my batch! At Hotel 5, I hopped on back to my A231... Return to base and gobbled dwn the pizzas! Watched Follow Law at office with the Night Crew, went back at 12.30am, bro picked me up...

On night duty tonight, the crew is boring... Arghh... When am I gonna work with Chua Yi Heng!!?? Pffffttt! OIC Julie gonna transfer rota soon.. either Rota 4 or 1(My rota)... Hope she transfers to Rota 4 and when new medic/s come/s, I'll request to transfer to Rota 4... I hate Rota 1, minus PM Syed that is...

Justina was kinda havin a bad time at work, she wanted to transfer to Paya Lebar and I told her "I want transfer to Central la.." and she replied "Central!?? Are you crazy? But you do have the look of *I'm fated to do hard work* on yr face" Hahaha... Idiot...

Havent worked with Thedy for soooo long rdy... Boohoo... Received a call from him earlier, asked me a medical question... Apparently we had the same answer but a paramedic had a different answer... But I still think our answer is correct, not saying we are better than a Paramedic la... But anyways, I'll ask Chua Yi Heng abt it!

I'm just updating for the sake of updating... haa...

Enjoy the song...

Labels: boring, work

Work has been slack... Only had 2 calls per day... Haha... 1st day duty, took A231, Pm Syed, AD Fadly, MO is of course, yours truly... The whole day we were slacking, with Abg Razali(Fire Side) making noise to irritate us... Hahaha!

Justina(Night Crew) came early and the moment she opened the office door... "terng! terng! terng!" Ambulance call! I went, "Wah you come only got call sia.." Proceeded to incident location, turned out caller gave control wrong location... We investigated the whole area and with a helpful/useful driver like Fadly, we actually located the incident! Our Alpha stopped behind the bus, Justina and I boarded the totally dark bus(they claimed the engine cudnt be on).. I heard a lady saying "still got pulse".. I'm so relieved to hear that okay... And then Justina checked for carotid pulse, turned arnd, looked at me, "saed no pulse, canvas" Went dwn the bus, told Fadly, "amik(pass me) canvas, collapse uh.." We transferred patient to canvas, to the stretcher and load him up the alpha... We cant possibly do CPR on a dark bus... Period...

On the alpha we did a 3 mins CPR, analyzed, no shock advised... And we moved off to Hotel 5! Did CPR with two hands but was very unstable for me, Justina saw and said, Saed it's ok.. use one hand, yr one hand is strong enough, make yrself stable... She did the line herself and set IV... while doing CPR, I felt like vomiting cos I jus ate maggie goreng tt I ordered from AFPD...

After we settled everything at Hotel 5, I looked at Justina and said "Not me uh.." and she said "Not me also"... Cos whenever anyone get a collapse case they will like blame one of the crew for the bad luck... but it was so clear, b4 Justina came I had 2 calls only... She came, we got a call and it's a collapse case... Doesn't take an Einstein to figure who brought the bad luck... But then again, Justina and I make a bad combination, we always get the suay cases... Also, in the morning, Nasri(Stn 21) called me to tell me tt he got a collapse case, and in the afternoon Hariz(Stn 22) got a collapse case, so in the evening it was my(Stn 23) turn to get...

Justina told me to stay back at Stn cos she ordered pizza... So decided to stay, accompanied Thedy to the store to top up items and then there was a call again! Thedy ran and I asked him, "hey u think I shud follow nt?" and he replied "follow la sial!" Then I quickly ran with him to the alpha and off we go... Was Stn 22 area... To be continued...

And I have to go to work later, PMT Shafiq is on MC, had to cover him for the Commissioner visit thingy, Chua told me to come by 5.20pm... Of all ppl it had to be me... Nvm, it's my chance to irritate Chua, havent seen him for quite sometime...

It's 2am and I'm blogging. . . As y'all can see, I've got a new look here for my bloggie! And I'm lovin this new look! There's a song titled Unintended on my prev post, I love that song, so hypnotising.

Been feeling empty these few days, dunno why. Felt like I'm clinging on something that is not even there? Stupid? Maybe.

It's time I move on . . . :o)

Still dunno if I'm transferring to Stn 11 or not. Asyraf still haven got a definite answer from tt guy who's swopping with me. Ex OIC Chua wanted me to stay. 99% of me wants to leave Stn 23. Let fate decides . . .

Labels: 2am, empty, new look