How many of you are guilty of this? I'm sure there are a number of you out there huh... Okay, okay, refuse to admit it huh? Nvm, you're just being normal... It's ok...
How many of us want to have that special someone to share our joy and happiness, tears and sorrows, late night chats, late night meetings, sweet talks, etc, etc? How far would you go to achieve this? Would you just settle for anybody? Is it really love? Or is it just for the sake of being in love?
I've seen blogs with lovey-dovey stories splattered all over... "Dear bought me this, dear met me after work, dear hugged me, dear spanked me, dear this, dear that, bla bla bla..." In the words of Miss Charmaine Tay, 'Showing of Public Affection is Not Needed/Necessary" Yea man... I so agree on that!
So people... What's the purpose in blogging about all those saccharine sweet-nothings?? Shouldn't they be kept private? You want to put it down in order to keep those memories with sentimental values alive? Then open a private blog... Bahz...!
Well, I know the reason... you just want people to envy you right? "Oh man.. she's so in love.. how I wish I'm in her place.. I wish my life is like hers" Oh come on... Like the Malay Mat would say 'relek sua!' I would only see these kinda people as someone who wants attention badly! Well, guess what.. You got the attention... But unfortunately, it's a negative attention seeking!
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Had my breakfast with Gabriel at Tiong Bahru Plaza before my medical check up. This guy here not only has a bladder problem but he also shits alot!! Grrrr...
Gab: Eh let's go to the toilet first... my stomach really pain... I need to shit!
Me: Of cos lah! You ate 2 farking bowls of rice! ppl eat 1 you eat 2!
Gab: No lor.. where got alot.. little only la.. go toilet first..
Waited for him outside the toilet but one good thing about this guy is that he eats fast, he shits fast too! lol! Walked to the bus stop and chatted till my bus came.
Me: Gab take what bus ar?
Gab: 195 la... Then you know where to stop anot?
Me: Dunno la...
Gab: It will be on the left la... the bus stop will be abit further.. not directly infront of e building
Me: Ok lor.. I sit on the left..
Gab: Eh u got bring yr questionnaire not?
Me: Got la, I neva let my parents sign sia... Nvm I can sign myself..
Bus came, and guess what! Expected! I missed my bus stop!
Sms Conversation
Me: Eh Fark! I dunno if i missed the bus stop sia.. Cos i passed by ikea! Missed rdy rite? fark!
Gab: Ya... Fark... U really mised it! Go n take a cab!
Fark wasted my money! Cb! The whole checkup was crap! The officers were taking their own bloody sweet time! And they keep calling us "BOY, BOY, BOY!" For me still ok la.. I look young wat.. *ahem* The others were like 21/22 yrs old and kana called BOY!? Urine test was crap... there were no cubicles, there are but for staff only! But I did it quite fast... Proud of myself... There's this guy who didnt understand the instruction so i told him "erm.. just dip that paper.. den take it out, pour the urine awy la... tts it"
My one-on-one session with the MO was super fast! lol! Whatever happened inside is confidential... Wat the f*! The vocational assessment was super crap! Omg!! Farking stupid questions! My brains nearly stopped working! At the end of the whole bloody thing... I made a fren with this guy... He's the one who didnt understand the urine test instructions.. we talked while walking to the bus stop... really a nice guy but didnt exchange numbers.. N he's like told me "see you arnd" when he left.. lol! I dun think he'll see me arnd.. hahaha... I took a cab home.. too bloody tired...
I have been feeling lost recently... And I hate this feeling... Probably I need a break... Yes I seriously need a break... My temper is gettin from bad to worse... I dun think I fit this industry... I cant tolerate any small shit anymore... Been giving customers attitude which one day will only result in a complaint against me... I've decided to take a break from work next week...
I want, I need, I have, I must, I got to find myself back! Somebody help!!!
Taufiq Zulaikha
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Me and My 1st Cousin's Son
My COUSINS!!!!
Match Made In Heaven
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Muhammad