Hey peeps! I'm
BACK!!
Work is gettin more and more boring... And some people are just testing my limits... What did he get? A fucked up face and a "whatever" in the most annoying voice tone... I swear I havent done that to anyone for million years... He just had to test me... Even had the cheek to come and ask me at the end of the day "Eh today you bad mood ar?" Wish I could just say "I'm not in a bad mood, I'm like this, Everyday like this, So just dun pissed me."
Dun farking order me to do things! If you're busy, it's fine with me, but you just handed me the tea plunger and show a "2" finger sign implying that "go top up hot water and it's for table 2, so you have to send it" Wtf! Whenever I ask someone to help me top up hot water I will wait and take it back from tt person and serve it myself unless of course I'm really busy! But he's not, he still had the time to chat! I was so pissed that I told Aunty "He thinks I'm being paid $6 per hr means I gotta do MORE WORK, Betty offered me $6 is because I KNOW MORE than the OTHERS not hafta DO MORE than the OTHERS" WTF!!!
I'm so fucking pissed with my work and my life... I hope next week will be a better week... It better be!
I am now struggling with my E-Business, trying to find more info over the net and only to make things more complicated and now I'm stucked! And guess what... Yes, I'm now distracted and I'm blogging... Wat the f! And soon later, I'll be tired and I'll go to sleep leaving my work not done! What's new... I procrastinate on almost everything! If there's one new year's resolution, it would hafta be... to stop procrastinating! But I think I gotta really at least do 50% of my work b4 I go and die... I mean sleep... Been slacking too much... I wish I could just disappear from here! My mind is no longer in Singapore... I need a break!
School's ending real soon! As much as I cant wait for that but sch's ending equates to deadlines nearing... and that will mean... what? what? ALOT of things to COMPLETE! Bahz! I wish I could just leave! Yes... leave everything... The word school is totally erased from my mind... It's already been deleted...
Jap class sucks! I mean I love my tutor... Kaori Kondo sensei.. She's just oh-so-cute! But I hate my bloody group! God... I cant take it man! Esp tt C. girl! Farking pissed me off! I think if Julya was in my place she definitely wud hav snapped at her! I can do that too actually but nah... she's a girl and maybe she hasnt really crossed my limits yet! She just better dun cross my limits... Cos the next time round she does that I swear I gonna cut her with my sharp tongue! Freakin piece of shit!
Dammit, nearing 2am ready... Ah fuck! I think I've changed alot these past mths... Temper gettin bad... attitude gettin bad... I puntuate almost all my sentences with a vulgarity, I lie alot, I make people angry alot, I backstab people... Sigh... What am I coming to...
Working tmr... 6-11! Haiz... It will be the last time I'm seeing Aunty.. She's gonna change work place rdy... I dun see the point working there anymore... since aunty is not there... no one gonna joke with me, no one gonna fight with me, no one gonna say my heart-shaped latte is not nice, no one to disturb me, no one to make me laugh, no one to beat my backside when I'm being naughty... haiz... First it was Nush who left, I lost a fren to bitch abt my work place... Havin her around was just super fun... talking to each other and not bothering to serve customers and has the cheek to say "I'm not gonna serve her.. she looks so stuck up" and then my most annoying farker cum faggot fren, Gabriel had to leave Baker's too! Lost another person to fight with me all day long... throwing bread at me, splashing water at me, following me arnd when I'm taking order and said "You noob wat, I'm supervising you"... Sigh... miss those days... I think I'm leaving the place soon... If everything goes well... I'll depart from baker's end of Jan... Kinda sad to leave Baker's but I think it's the best thing to do... Sigh Sigh Sigh...
K I'll continue with my damn project... FUCK!
I think this year's Birthday is more meaningful than every other birthdays... Hmm... Really wanna thank all those who actually remembered my Birthday!! You all know who you are! Can't possibly type out all the names rite? Some were really unexpected... hehe...
Thank You Julya... You're the first person to give me a present! I really like yr present, really, honestly... So stop worrying... Silly!
Shiya gave me a card... and I just love receiving cards... It just show how that person actually took some time to do it... And the words in the card were splendid! Maybe I should just quote it here "1 year older doesnt mean you are old, it means another year through our friendship. Hope that we will stay as friends forever" Yes girl, I really treasure this friendship and really hope that it will last for eternity...
Thank you also to my bro's gf!! Really love that cool billabong slippers! And how the heck you know I like GREEN now?? The slippers are really cool! Thank you also for joining us for dinner though you can't stay out too late actually and the fact that you're on morning shift tmr! Really appreciate your presence!! Ok hope our plan to the escape themepark will turn out right!!
And thank you to MY FAMILY of cos... for the Sumptous Dinner... erm special thanks to Mummy Dearest for sponsoring the entire meal! Thank you also to those who were present!! And of cos... to those who gave me $$!! I'm RICH!!
Lastly, to those who thinks that I need a girlfriend.. hmm.. spare me on this.. I'm not gonna have one... Not now at least... And pls dun suggest I'm choosy... Cos I'm not... I just couldn't find an exact replica... So let's just forget abt this whole thingy okay...
It's been a wonderful day... I just wish that, may all my friends have all the happines and joys life has to offer!!
What does your handwriting say about YOU?
The results of your analysis say:
You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry. You are a social person who likes to talk and meet others. You are negative, fearful, resistant, doubtful, and/or selfish. You are not very reserved, impatient, self-confident and fond of action. You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.
THIS IS SO NOT TRUE... BAHZ..!
Spending the last few hours of 2005 with Adimah and Hazwan was helluva fun! Walking down the crowded Orchard where those stupid idiots keep spraying the foam/party spray all over me! It was really like a foam party!! It's like you dun even know them... they just spray on yr face! And the chemical gas emitted from tt spray can be rather choking!
Went to meet Hazwan's frenz at Serangoon... Slack at his fren'z house awhile... They were playing Mahjong with Hazwan so adimah and I surfed the net.. hehe... Listening to their type of music... I really like this song called Memories by Within Temptation - a gothic rock band!
We then went to the playground to drink... But I just stick to my Red Bull.. hehe.. Wtf.. police came and asked for our I/C! My bro once taught me that if any police officer asked for yr I/C, tell them they do not have the right to... But you can give them yr particulars and if they don't trust you then u can show them yr I/C but they cannot touch yr I/C! lol! But I can't be bothered la... We slacked till 6am and went back home with adimah...
Such a cool night! Oh ya... met umainah's bf too! Wat a nice guy!! All in all... It was a gd nite to end the yr 2005 and usher the new year 2006!!
